Two parted vision

So I got this story to tell you all I flagged it as it might be not suitable for kids as it has sensitive topics as my mental state back then was bad but here we go also please note this is what I believe

by the way regarding this vision came in two parts

here is the TLDR:

I am a Christian
I think the rapture is near
I even heard/felt it coming yesterday but since this is two parted I will put it in two parts in this post

Part 1 - the talking sky and the morphing angel

I was alone at 3 am walking a small bit in my village near Germany

I love to stargaze and did so I heard voices they started as whispers and became yelling then a star morphing into a angel and then the angel moving towards earth I ran off as It scared me

Part 2 - the geese warning me:

I was walking at night trying to get stress out of my head. I was suicidal and resisting the urge, so thought going to the city with bus would be nice, seeing if anything is open. We have a petting farm nearby, and the geese honked extremely loud and were panicking. I saw things I never seen before like pathways and buildings not existing before.
I looked at the sky, the same feeling came as the last time I looked at it around the same time, and the stars looked to move again, like the time I saw them turn into an angel.
Felt a cold feeling like no other; it got me shivering. I do not feel cold easily, and it was shaking me both spiritually and physically. I panicked and ran with more stamina than I ever had back inside my room where the cold feeling persisted. I have no clue what it was, but it felt horrible and felt like a warning from God himself. I think the geese have something to do with this. Something gave me a vision after sleeping; the suicidal feeling as well as the cold feeling was completely gone, but my spiritual side was glowing hard as if God was near me. I also started to realize who the Antichrist might be, and saw who it was. While I won't name the person as he has extreme power at this moment, I realized that God is warning me about the United States being slowly taken over by the Antichrist. I hope God takes me with him. I surrender myself fully to Jesus and the Holy Spirit now and feel the rapture might be happening, or is already happening