brain is currently trying to convince me i’m only trans because of mold exposure, need reassurance it’s not

no i am not frequently around mold, the only mold in my vicinity is some very old makeup i use to to darken my eyebrows and stuff. because i usually feel better after making my face more male looking with it my intrusive thoughts are currently telling me it’s just the mold in it making me high causing me to feel male and i don’t have gender dysphoria it’s just withdrawals.

can someone like tell me how stupid that is, my thoughts aren’t listening to my explanation of how stupid that is some outside help would be nice